Lonliness... It SUCKS!! :)

Lonliness. It is such a funny thing. It can strike at any moment, and it always comes at the most inoppurtune moment. In fact, if I never had to feel lonliness, I would probably be very grateful!! :) But then again, who knows. I am just definilty not liking this lonliness thing, but I also know that character is built when going through hard "storms" in life. I have noticed myself trying to think of things that will make myself feel better.. for instance, perhaps cutting my hair short to go along with my new stage in life. However, then I realize, that would be a GRAVE MISTAKE because I LOVE my hair long, and cry everytime I cut it!! :) Then I try to use what every girl, well maybe not every girl, but many that run in my circle like to do.............. shop! Oh, yes. Shop. At times, I feel as though this should be my calling in life. I could go to Northpark all day, shop and eat at the little eateries around the mall, and be perfectly content. (Or so I think.) But then, I get convicted for shopping with money I do not have. I have come to a conclusion. The Lord is the only thing that can fill my Lonliness. Yes, I know this may be a very simple concept, but I am still learning. :)